The picture of "Meh"
If there was a poster child for "meh" I think it would be me. That's where I've been stuck for the last few weeks. I don't care. Or I care, but just not enough to do anything. Last week I had a colonoscopy, which meant a day of only liquids. After that it seems like I've just been grazing. Then I scratched my cornea, so I spent most of the week in the dark. I'm still recovering from that and it just feels like everything is a bother. The horrible part of self worth is that it is so easy to lose what worth you have. I can read self help quotes and spout the mantra "you are worth it!" but in my head the voice says "are you really??" I am. Right? I mean, I'm a good person for the most part. I try to be a good friend, a good coworker, a good daughter and decent sibling. I think the problem is I have a hard time being good to myself. I am still so wrapped up in comforting myself with food too. Poor Karen, she...